"If you ever need anything. Anything. You can give me a call. I'll try to help. If I can. :)"

Like what I've told you, I have no idea what i can say besides thanks.

I'm just one sadist emo freak, leading a friend-less (ok, maybe with only 1 or 2) and sad life.
But who cares.
Nobody.
Ya.

With such, my main aim now is to earn as much as i could and get out of this fucked up life.
Get an apartment of my own.
Travel around the world.

That's so much better than everything elses.

Haa!

Seriously, I feel damn sad about my life and I gonna do something about it.

I miss music so god damn much.
But so what.
I'm such a failure that I feel ashamed about it myself.
I wanna get in touch with it again.
But I can't bring myself to.

Come on.
I can never enjoy music ever again.
And that makes me a sadist.
Back to square one.
Yes, I'm not ok.
Never am, when it comes to this.

Din't blog for super long, i know.

Getting more and more dependent on you.
Shall put a stop to it.

Been going bazaars recently and it's damn tiring.
But I'm not going to stop and take the easy way out.

In need of $$.
What to do.
Some social rubbish just refuses to pay up.

Fucked up.